Falling ForeverMe – Keep thinking the way you've been thinking. I'm starting to fall for you in a new way because of it.Falling Forever by IdeaEngineer
Her – I will make you fall in love with me for the rest of your life.
Church GirlTrust me with God’s girl, Papi’s girl, Mami’s girl.Church Girl by IdeaEngineer
Take me back to the start and tell me what she needs.
All that no other boy treasured, I will pay my greatest pleasures to hold dear.
I will treat you like I wish you’d always been,
as I struggle but strive to uphold your church girl conscience.
She needs to run her course. She needs to have her way with me.
Test me with the purity you never lost, guilt and shame as evidence.
Lay with me and pray with me and teach me God’s will.
Kiss me, hold my hand and tell me what he says we cannot do.
IdealizationI am a man, dirty with idealization,Idealization by IdeaEngineer
sinning against our love in your unattainable state,
making you in your absence, a goddess, not a girl.
Just know you often cross that line between human and heaven,
Amour and angel.
I lust and forget if you’re my deity or my darling—
the unforgiveable version of perfection,
or the girl who from day one I loved, dark past and all.