Idealization

I am a man, dirty with idealization,
sinning against our love in your unattainable state,
making you in your absence, a goddess, not a girl.
Just know you often cross that line between human and heaven,
Amour and angel.
I lust and forget if you’re my deity or my darling—
the unforgiveable version of perfection,
or the girl who from day one I loved, dark past and all.